Praying for myself.
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These thoughts I try to hide.
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I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
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But it's tearing me apart.
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I can't hear the words by which I guide.
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So I must ask again who will carry me.
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I cannot deny that nothing can defend
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from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
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and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real.
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Seems I've waited years for this day to end.
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The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
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Are not there behind the face staring back at me.
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The anger and the pain of knowing where I am.
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I have come so far and I cannot return.
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Nothing I can do that I have not done.
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No words I can say. No truth left that I can see.
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So must I let this end and everything falls apart.
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Before I live my life as I have always done.
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Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong.
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Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see.
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So nothing falls apart. So that it does not end.
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I cannot return. I can't start again.
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