(Intro)
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Yea
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My own worst enemy
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I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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(Verse)
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See I do what I got man, ¡®cause I smoke weed I¡¯mma shoot, I¡¯m a sharp man
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Yea, so I steam ¡®cause I got a plan
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It ain¡¯t all what it seems in this promise land
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See, I¡¯m tryna be a better man
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But I¡¯m fuckin up just tryna make you better man
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See it¡¯s hard ¡®cause I am a dad
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So I rap, you don¡¯t know, you don¡¯t understand
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I¡¯m tryna think for the future
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But the now got me fuck, feelin useless
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But I¡¯m proud that I fucked with this music
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It¡¯s all for the love and I¡¯m stuck to the movement
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I¡¯m getting too old for this new shit
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I got a fam and I don¡¯t wanna lose em
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All that I am is a man tryna do this
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I¡¯m tryna teach when I¡¯m really the student
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(Hook)
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I ain¡¯t got no cash ¡®cause I¡¯m over drawn
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should¡¯ve paid the rent but I bought the draw
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should be on tour but I¡¯m stuck indoors
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I say that I¡¯m a man but I¡¯m immature
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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(Verse)
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Somehow I¡¯m still tryna find the energy
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This is it, should I quit? Should I let it be?
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Billa spliff, I¡¯ll admit that I am a fiend
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¡®Cause when in this, very hard to read anything
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But in my element I¡¯m heavy like a elephant
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On the road doing shows, never settling
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On the phone, to the kids when I¡¯m missin em
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I said to her but you know I ain¡¯t listening
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I do give a shit, I know I hold back
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I took a chance, broke your heart like a dumb pratt
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You say I¡¯m calm but I¡¯mma start tryna fix that
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And I¡¯m a soldier to storm like a big man
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I¡¯mma face facts, I know I fucked up
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I know I can¡¯t stop your pain just with one hug
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I know it won¡¯t be the same but I showed up
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And put the pen to the page and I own that
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(Hook)
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I ain¡¯t got no cash ¡®cause I¡¯m over drawn
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should¡¯ve paid the rent but I bought the draw
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should be on tour but I¡¯m stuck indoors
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I say that I¡¯m a man but I¡¯m immature
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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(Verse)
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I guess my life is more than I bargained for
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But I¡¯m stressed from the bills which I can¡¯t ignore
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I¡¯m a waste, I escape so I bought a drawer
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Every day mine is back to the golden board
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I¡¯m ashamed of the fact that I am the cause
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Of what they¡¯ll kak, I¡¯ll attract when I do preform
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And perhaps it¡¯s the fact that I¡¯m getting bored
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From all the raps which I spat, which I did before
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(Hook)
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I ain¡¯t got no cash ¡®cause I¡¯m over drawn
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should¡¯ve paid the rent but I bought the draw
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I should be on tour but I¡¯m stuck indoors
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I say that I¡¯m a man but I¡¯m immature
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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(Interlude)
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Sorry man, it¡¯s my fault
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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I¡¯m to blame, can¡¯t blame no one or myself
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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But at least I can do that
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Not lie anymore
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Feels like I¡¯m my own worst enemy
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(Outro)
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Sorry
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To everyone
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First of all, most sorry to myself
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My Own Worst Enemy
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Micall Parknsun |