I've been lying awake at night
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I've been hoping that im alright
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I've been winding myself too tight
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Wondering if i will sleep tonight
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Never thought things would get like this
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Always hoping that they'd work out
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Still ingesting the wrong amount
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Now I seem to be filled with doubt
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I cannot stop this ride
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Im growing cold inside
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I shouldn't let it slide
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Will sickness be mine
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This should not be my weight to bear
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Go on acting like I don't care
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Stop this high-I wouldn't dare
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I have earned and deserve my share
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Things like this happen every day
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While im in there I feel okay
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But you say I should get away
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Let me got for just one more day
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[Chorus x2]
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Ive got to medicate myself,
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Im not concerned about my health
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It covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only way
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Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
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Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way
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[Chorus x2]
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Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine
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Medicate
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Flaw |