My city's still breathing (but barely it's true)
|
through buildings gone missing like teeth.
|
The sidewalks are watching me think about you,
|
sparkled with broken glass.
|
I'm back with scars to show.
|
Back with the streets I know
|
Will never take me anywhere but here.
|
The stain in the carpet, this drink in my hand,
|
the strangers whose faces I know.
|
We meet here for our dress-rehearsal to say "I wanted it this way"
|
Wait for the year to drown.
|
Spring forward, fall back down.
|
I'm trying not to wonder where you are.
|
All this time lingers, undefined.
|
Someone choose who's left and who's leaving.
|
Memory will rust and erode into lists of all that you gave me:
|
a blanket, some matches, this pain in my chest,
|
the best parts of Lonely, duct-tape and soldered wires,
|
new words for old desires,
|
and every birthday card I threw away.
|
I wait in 4/4 time,
|
Count yellow highway lines that you're relying on to lead you home.
|
|
-----------------
|
Left And Leaving
|
The Weakerthans |