Today is Thursday, November 7, 2013
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And I'm fed up with doin' all of this business Hopsin Knock Madness shit, man
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Fuck this rap game
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Hook:
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I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick)
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It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
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A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes
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I ain't even got to straight to fucking cry.
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So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go?
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Have you seen me? I don't know
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You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness
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And now I can't believe this is happening
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Where did I go?
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[Verse 1:]
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A nigga feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose
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Spent a year locked in churches
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Trying to jot the verses
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But I'm stuck with these rotten curses
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Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through
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Cause I never had a real family to turn to
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I got shit on my nerves
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To give me the urge
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To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control
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But I can't cause I'm stuck in a hole
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The devil tryin' to fuck with my soul
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Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joy isn't handing me a bucket of gold
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No! I don't want it no more
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Take these groupies, I ain't fucking your whores
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Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar
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I wake up every morning and I rather cold war
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Fuck my life, fuck am I doin', man?
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Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan
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Issues occurred and started back in high school when I used to get beat on
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Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a drug I O-D on
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Hook:
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I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick)
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It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
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A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes
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I ain't even got to straight to fucking cry
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So tell me if you can find me...where'd I go?
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Have you seen me? I don't know
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You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness
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and now I can't believe this is happening
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Where did I go?
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[Outro:]
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This is not on my album
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I just made it today cause I just needed to vent, and talk
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Sittin' in this fucking basement, it's driving me crazy
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I'm weird now, I can honestly say that I'm fucking weird, I have changed
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But I didn't go Hollywood
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I don't know what the hell, I don't know, man
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Have You Seen Me
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Hopsin |