20 something, tryina get my fucking life straight
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I'm making lifestyle choices that some might hate
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I lost the girl of my dreams chasing after dreams
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And yet once it happens, you realize it wasn't what it seems
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No timetable for how long a heart ache
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Social network, it's harder on a heartbreak
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Had the girl plus a place and a steady job
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But looking back, damn I was already flood
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Mirages, of all the shit you supposed to do
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Body count of women and the hoes you supposed to screw
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Tell you the truth, that really didn't miss it
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It's history repeating, now our future's reminiscing
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The long nights seem to go on and on
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Trust em, nah, pull out with the condom, more like
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Sunglasses and plan b's, I'm 26, I'm not ready for a family
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Buy my mind's open, why every girl I'm tryina love
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Turns out to be already broken
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I gave up on the puzzle, I had to finish mine
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Scars of the haert, diminishing with time
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Ah, 20 something
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I don't know but, on the hunt for harmony I'm at the crossroads
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Too afraid to jaywalk, but haven't lost hope
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A lot of people lying, no stuck sinnin
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Both sides of the track, nothing but shit luck with them
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I be remissed if I didn't love my up
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Bringing, having both parents, was amazing in itself
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Both have philosophies, of another kind
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Thank god everyday they raised me colorblind
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Kept safe from the rattery, so ignorance
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Reminded everyday that they parents with some immigrants
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And since my childhood, when I bathe in innocence
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I had the right god, so blessed, my pride's immense
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But it's cold out here, I've got friends with nothing
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And when those stretch bring out, they ain't bluffing
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Handshakes and handouts, dollar bills and take aways
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4 ski masks and a whip, fin to take away
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The phone keeps ringing, we're dying for a break away
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Met a DA, a snake today
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Damn, and these detectives around,
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Shit, dunkin donuts, cuffed stuffed and some crown vix, they watching
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But what would you do, gotta make a choice
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What would you do?
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I don't know, but on the real I'm so attracted to this rap shit
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Now I got a team that I get to go to back with
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Off to walk off, big papi with the back flip
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Used to be a fan, now you can't touch me, cactus
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Shit's changed since I was admiring
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Economy fucked, not even ups is hiring
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Fiend for this rappin and I never dropped my heineken
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Joe steamy like he jeans, dudes a bunch of lies man
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What the fuck man, someone bring pac back
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Have you dudes from all your nonsense stop that
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Honesty's my blueprint it's what I'm about
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Saying you the best got me feeling reasonable doubt
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They say success lonely, I say it's worht a try
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Like the lottery, when it's big dog, it's worth to buy
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Natural, what you hear is what I am
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and everything they say I couldn't be is everything I am
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I feel those eyes parrin on on me, shit
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Right where I wanna be, 20 something.
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20 Something
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