I don't even feel like I'm human
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Haven't been acting like myself
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Feels like I'm standing in wrong is the path that I'm choosing
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It's nothing to this crap but been using, I'm smarter than that
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Feel like behind the back up and shooting
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Never told you I wasn't but never told you I was
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Never would fold into pressure until they sold me a bus
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I'm a shank, it's like I'm loosing my flame, forgot the rules to the game
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Now I'm cruising my lane, did it for these rain clouds, did it for this pain
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We some spoiled fucking brats, but we still gotta complain
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Feel it in my soul, I put those feelings away
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Did this shit on my own, I thought that it'd be okay
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I didn't really know where I was headed I was dead before I got here
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Someone get the medic, guess I don't see what I got here
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Must have forgot how I got here
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And when I'm this high, I am not here
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[Hook]
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Never let this lifetime pass me by
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Inside I cry for help, I cry for help
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I cry for help, I cry for help
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But nothing never saves me
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Cause nothing never cure me
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Nothing ever works, like it always seems to hurt me
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I cry for help, I cry for help
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I cry for help
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There's something bout this music I've been missing
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This is therapy, I forgot to contain my own condition
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Y'all can stare at me, but that will never change my intuition
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Y'all are scared to speak, I just make you aware of my suspicions
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I swear that I envision me, sitting in better, living
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Giving the chances, stop being an addict, would you risk it
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I've had it with this fiction, I'm fixin on something different
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Heart's in the right place, but still ain't made that tough commitment
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I swear I'm spinning, I'm plottin on bigger thangs
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But if god's just in this all, who the fuck do I believe
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Put my trust inside these lyrics and my people in my dreams
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Got my balls in my work, my family in my team
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If I ever make it out would that mean everybody's free
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If I learned everything valuable it's everybody bleeds
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So fuck em with what everybody needs
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I mean everybody lucky I ain't fell upon my knees, singing
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[Hook]
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Never let this lifetime pass me by
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Inside I cry for help, I cry for help
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I cry for help, I cry for help
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But nothing never saves me
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Cause nothing never cure me
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Nothing ever works, like it always seems to hurt me
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I cry for help, I cry for help
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I cry for help.
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Deep Breath
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SRH |