I never thought this could be me
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I guess you never do, 'til it's happening to you
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like all the fun turns into shame
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and all the "could have beens" rearrange
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so little time so many crimes, guilt like a chain chokes my will away
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redemption never seemed so cruel
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and all my gods never seemed so weak
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Wake up engage now derailed and enraged
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it used to be so easy
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get up I'm game now I'm sick and I'm tame counting cost with loss
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where is the hope they gave
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and don't think that I can't hear you laugh
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I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me
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I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me I'm only me
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Drink to pills to shots turns into shock
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a habit and a pawn
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for every hand goes round the pain gets so damn loud
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the hammer hits and I'm down
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trust no one
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hey why should I, they gave me the poison dressed like life
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cheated smacked up and diseased cry to sleep and fight to eat
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used to be a pro at this
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now I've broken my own wrist
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rotten teeth and life unsung you'll forget me when I'm gone
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Wake up engage now derailed and enraged
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it used to be so easy
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get up I'm game now I'm sick and I'm tamed counting cost with loss
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I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me
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I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me I'm only me
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Rookie
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| Boy Sets Fire |
