[Hook]
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When I look back at my life, I realize-realize something ain't right
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I'm missing you Lord, in my life make it right
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I got something to decide, just wanna make-wanna make everything right
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Cause there's a huge void, a huge void in my life make it right
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[Chamillionaire]
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I'm staring up at the Pope, it soak it up while he spoke it
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Mesmerized and repeated, like he the author that wrote it
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The broads are the ones I love, just don't wanna be the corporate
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So waiting for death to approach this, take the time to say no sis
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I don't hate ya, for having these little seeds
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At 17, best believe they're a beautiful breeze
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Of fresh air when their's nothing else, I usually need
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Just a smile look at em now, hoping you just believe
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And my broad been in place forever, I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar
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Been gone could of kept it going, with a poem or a basic letter
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But naw I just hate to tell her, try hard but I didn't let her
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The groupies get at your boy, but you're my Cinderella
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Look girl we can make it better, but there's a gift and a curse
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While you healing a nigga feelings, your's are usually hurt
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It ain't amount of cash on Earth, to match what you really worth
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Know your turf has been the church, that's where you put in work
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And you put in overtime, because you know the sign
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And most danger that I've been lately, rap is mo' than rhymes
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But you still hold me down, I'ma do way mo' this time
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Got some time that I need to manage, girl you know that's right
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And that's speaken like a true deacon, cause even to see you sleeping
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That comfortabally ain't enough for me, anything that you needing
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I'll cease anything that squeaks, and cease any sink that leaks
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Ain't nothing gon interrupt, your sleep deep into them sheets and peep
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[Hook]
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[Chamillionaire]
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How your father call the police, have your mama put in the jail
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When the arguments always started, and ended up in a cell
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Hard to it was the thought of this, ring that you use to wear
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As I darted out the apartment, and pawned it to get the bail
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Argument after argument, drama wasn't hitting well
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Target it ain't no harm in it, smart so I didn't tell
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God that it was the hardest, yeah life was a living hell
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Spent part of it steady dodging it, charging off in the trails
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Father say he a Muslim, your mama say she a Christian
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The Bible or the Koran, which one would you be picking
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The cards are in your palm, ain't really no use in tripping
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Be true to the one you choose, ain't really no use in switching
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Yeah they gon have to be mad at us, choice is something I had to trust
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Standing up when I had enough, for my blessings not adding up
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Take too many things for granted, right after that metal gedal bust
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Somebody's life is missing, that's when the spirit grabbing us
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[Hook]
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[Chamillionaire]
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A religion is what you missing, someone tell me how can it
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Make people panic, mention God and all the weak people vanish
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Take God your woman and your family, even your own life for granted
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Until you slanted on the planet, with your face in the granite
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And I won't have it, I don't wanna see my coaching divided
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So I decided to remind it, there's a choice and provide it
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So put your ego to the side, soon as you standing beside it
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Raise your right hand, and let the spirit know it's invited
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Don't need to fight it, I just wanna make it right 'fore they bury me
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Cause the truth is like therapy, plus my conscience is tearing me
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Into pieces as deadly was dealt, was not even fair to me
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To the soldiers that passed in the game, we missing you terribly
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Thank my family especially, in my mind like telepathy
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Staying humble's the recipe, keep my faith and he blessing me
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I use the energy left in me, to make sure they respecting me
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Walk the steps of my destiny, like I know he protecting me
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I'm a leader, believe the people won't get to see less of me
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No they won't see the death of me, or no police arresting me
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I live life so successfully, and just show em the best of me
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On another level mentally, this position was meant for me
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[Hook]
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Chamillitary mayne
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