Fear, this was the moment I feared
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Fear, this was the moment I feared
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Fear, this was the moment I feared
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Fear, this was the moment I feared
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Reoccurring dream, I was falling
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Droppin' from something tall
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And Jesus name that I'm calling
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This is pretty deep how I'mma decorate the city street
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Little bitty pieces there's really gonna be some chalky drawings
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In this dream I had, when I land
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I can taste the blood, I can smell the concrete
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And I can feel my bones crush on a calm street
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Dark and desolate, my heart I never get
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Another beat I'm gonna be other head to split, my hell is credited
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Where the red is in, I'm down and dead admit in light I'm dreadin' this
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If we're created of God than predestination
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Should not be looked at as odd, when we're blessed to wake in
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Side of a dream, like I've been here before
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And we sum it up with some French expression like we didn't hear the lord
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So I'm hopin' and prayin'
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That I won't be opened and sprayin'
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In real life and it's just a dream, and it's not a thing that can sway my view
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But my fear is that I end up layin' and ready for decayin'
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What I thought was a dream now it's Déjà vu
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Fear, if I fall will the angels catch me?
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Fear, or in it all is it my destiny?
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Fear, is there a sound when the ground absorbs me?
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Fear, or a dream tellin' me my story
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I called up my mother, but who answered my brother
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He said "she real sick but I'm gonna put her on just tell her you love her"
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My heart it just fluttered when momma picked up she would utter
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"Who is this?" I said "Donnie", but she thought I was another
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Didn't even know me, and she's not an oldie
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It's the lupus or epilepsy
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Maybe the psychosis solely
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"This your son I just called to say happy birthday"
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Not really knowin' me hit me in the worst way
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Then she said "Oh yeah, little Donnie, how you doin' in school?"
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I said "I'm 42, mommy!"
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I'll give my arm, leg, leg, arm, head if that means my momma get better
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Toughest thing to swallow is when someone who raised you, they gonna forget you
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I'm feelin' sadness, I'm feelin' anger
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Steady praying for the higher power to come down and change it
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Rearrange her cause my fear is that the sickness in her mind
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In due time it'll make her son a stranger
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A stranger to the one who raised us
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Nameless to the one who named us
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Back to the place where it all began
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I'm seeing heaven but I fear it's the end
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Taught to have faith in God
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Breakin' bread then we bakin' K.O.D
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Makin' plenty then spread it abroad
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Wash it down with a glass of Shiraz
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I try to walk the path of the righteous one
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But this life is one, that's full of strife, let's run
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To the mountain top
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What I'm about to say if suckers starts to thinking this holy name
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I denounce then stop
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Man, I'm just sayin'
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I do a whole lot of prayin'
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And I wonder if it's listenin' to Aaron's nightly whisperin'
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About mom in the tithe she's weakly payin'
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I know it's a blessing, that I raised kids cause I got skill
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And thank God that gangbang thing didn't bring me hot steel
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Now my mom's worse and a lot ill
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My fear is that this God I'm prayin' to for my mother is not real
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Extinguish me from this world of fire
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False teachings taught by liars
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Prayers that go in an empty asylum
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No salvation from man's Messiah
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Fear
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