Now in these cynical times
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Sterotypical minds
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Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
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Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
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I'm trying to look beyond the lies
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Just to see what I'll find
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I'm like a flower in a cave
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Another hour in the maze
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And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways
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The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays
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It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase
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My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win
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'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
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Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
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Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
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[Chorus:]
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
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Can I change
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Would I change
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Or am I always gonna be the same
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I blame the world for making me such a freak
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But the world wants to blame it on me
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(my life is twisted)
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My finger's pointing in the mirror
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I'm the one now
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I see my shadow in the sun dial
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Am I really out of change
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Put my freedom in a cage
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Slow down
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Man I got a son now
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There's nothing new thay all said it
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And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
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I'm hard-headed
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That's the only way I'll learn
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Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn
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And it burns
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Change this
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Change that
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Change is full of lies
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I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
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Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
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So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?
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[Chorus:]
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
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Can I change
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Would I change
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Or am I always gonna be the same
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I blame the world for making me such a freak
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But the world wants to blame it on me
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(my life is twisted)
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I wanna run but if I run I'm only running form myself
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Would it be easier if I were someone else
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I'm like a child playin' with matches that's never beeen burned
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Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned
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On a highway to a destinatin I've earned
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So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn
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I'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
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That was broken by the bricks of pain
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Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig
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He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
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I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
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So now I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge I've burned
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[Chorus:]
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
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Can I change
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Would I change
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Or am I always gonna be the same
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I blame the world for making me such a freak
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But the world wants to blame it on me
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(my life is twisted)
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Change
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Crazy Town |