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It hurts so much to shed this skin
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that I have grown so comfortable in
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I try and find the source within
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but I canĄ¯t tell whatĄ¯s truth or sin
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I see the pain, thatĄ¯s nothing new
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in the rain IĄ¯m looking for you
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the water draining from godĄ¯s eyes
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seems to be drowning me in these lies
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face nothing just me
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I stop running away from me
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it hurts so much to do it again
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growing pains growing thin
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looking beyond this wall of sin
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to see exactly where IĄ¯ve been
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the noise of my silence drowns out the screams
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and these voices in my dreams
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nothingĄ¯s the matter why canĄ¯t you see
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that I am empty and finally free
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face nothing just me
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I stop running away from me
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it hurts so much to feel pain win
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growth in hell growth in sin
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my shellĄ¯s not thick itĄ¯s only skin
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all the knives inside have pierced within
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show me heart? show me soul?
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show me life? I do not know
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where I lost it. WhereĄ¯d it go?
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show me life, I do not know
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canĄ¯t you see that I cannot
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in emotional cobwebs I seem to be caught
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canĄ¯t you feel that I cannot
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to break free is all I have sought
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and it hurts so much
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the tears still fall
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I feel so numb
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nothing at all
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and it hurts so much
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thereĄ¯s nowhere to turn
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itĄ¯s all within
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this hell I burn
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and it hurts so much
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it all goes dark
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I cannot see
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why IĄ¯m so distraught
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and it hurts so much
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it does not leave
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itĄ¯s never voiced
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itĄ¯s quiet in me
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Quiet
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