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My number one priority's lost in the game of life
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cause death was dominant
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It's prominent that I'm losing my touch beacuse my confidence
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Consists of zero motivation the frustration
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Be taking the best of me...Losing the chemistry
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I once possessed rest assure the focal point's the metaphor
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From J.A.C. her words of wisdom was always the best of cures
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In rough times I'd follow her routes receive the tips
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And when I took the risk it seemed that rough times never existed...
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In my memory, avoided the density and the felonies
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And questioned the... "Why was this angel sent to me?"
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It was never understood clearly...The consipracy theory
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Left thoughts weary and eyes constantly tearly
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From the loss that was faced, my property was defaced
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From the relization that she could never be replaced
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By any other, to others, they'd all be running for cover
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But the opposite was witnessed from my mother
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Instead she stood her ground and fought, round for round and brought
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The insparation that was caught by myself, that surely taught
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That the posotive always rise and shady ones are dispised
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I'm seeing it with my eyes, so it ain't really a surprise that...
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Only the storng survive, and the weak always demise
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But why is it the good ones always have to die?
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...I'll try to sleep tight,
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despite the fact I guess I'll never see the light...
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* Hook * (X2)
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I'm feeling pressures the most at night times
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when I lay back and close my eyes
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And realize simply how much you've been there for me
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It ain't to see, but soul searching keeps me awake at diffrent times
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To reconize how much you really mean to me...J.A.C.
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In a retrospect state,
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I vision all my respect escalate into the highest rate...
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But the state of mind that I was placed in, subtracted from the rasing
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Of myself into a grown man for an unknown span of time
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I slowly felt I was losing my mind and then entering adulthood blind
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Without the guidance that you once selected,
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after proceeding to reflect it...
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Stayed imbedded within my brain...Time and time again
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I strained my vision to see things clearly, but abstract blurs
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Conqured my life facts severely
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While suffering was mearly the side effects
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We gave our best to elongate or avoid the permanent rest
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"But it was only a test" Then the days of life became less
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Due to infectious breasts, that risked the threat...Leaving defects
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On your physical frame,
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cause you were playing a losing game with nobody to blame
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But your will to maintain...Never lost a single second of life
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And left us with the posotive attitude that you'd survive through the night
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But our perspective could not always be right
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My body grew tight when the phone rang constantly on the expected night
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On November two-nil when my emotions spilled
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Cause I heard you had to face your passing, then the world turned still
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And I totally lost my surviving will,
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to experience the best face death and realize that it's for real
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Could never steal the appeal from memories that were lavishly attacking me
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But still I passivly erased all the feelings from the damaged fee
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Selected normally, and tried not to vision what the manics see
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It seemed like yesterday when we were singing songs by David Cassidy
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Along with our entire life together passing me by like Pharcyde
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While I'm bucking up for the ride
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Basic intentions try to strive for goals you offred motivation for
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Destinations were reached through formations of my speech
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Boosting me for the reach therfore I have to impeach
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From 51 to 97, I'm posotive you're let in
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That unconqured land that lies behind the gates of heaven
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Beacuse we stuck by our word "Til death do us part"
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And since I'm not seeing you phisically, you reside in my heart J.A.C.
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...I'll try to sleep tight,
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despite the fact I guess I'll never see the light...
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*Hook * (X2)
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J.A.C.
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