when we wake in the morning we will see the glorious
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sun. standing in the rays of life, our day has just
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begun, the essence of time is ours, precious as every
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minute goes by. i was a fool to have wasted, the
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stupidity i called fun. who is to love when the hearts
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have grown cold. a life can no longer exist. wheres
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the love? if only heaven would shine on is a heart
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would be warm. in the night im clinging to my covers
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in bed. i awake once again with another nightmare.
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close the door around you. lock yourself from the
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outside world. an empty heart cant feel love, just
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loneliness. i wish i would die, theres no peace within
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me. hurt and anger in my soul. emotionless as feelings
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are destroyed. only hoping my end will come. how long
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can i go on? experiencing depression. how long can i
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go on? there is no other way, to bring peace in my
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heart, it must all end someday. memories of an
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haunting dream, so close to losing my reality. tears
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are running down my face. i look towards the sky,
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screaming at God in heaven. oh please hear my cries of
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torment. i close my eyes, feelings distraught, my
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heart denies. for the one i loved now walks among
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angels. we shall meet again when the death closes my
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eyes. reunited together as one, happiness of mother
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and son.
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In Mourning
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| Abominant |
