from the album "What The Mind Perceives"
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the cold chill of guilt runs through me again
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bowing to you, saying my prayers
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all for you to not be there
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torn into what¡¯s been force fed to me
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and what my mind perceives
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waiting for me to accept your word
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into my life and repent
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where were you, god?
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no longer, a threat of mine
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it's all what the mind perceives
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these scars of failure were once a desperate cry
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proving to me, that there is no hope beyond the sky
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every time i need your guide
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your back is always turned to me
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i choose to believe in fact
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not fiction forced upon me
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where were you, god?
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no longer, a threat of mine
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it's all what the mind perceives
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your helping hand was called again
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and once again i¡¯m left alone
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the hate that fills my head with doubt
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is the hate that fuels my disbelief
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in spite of my dreams, i can't believe
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in spite of my dreams, you were not there
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in spite of my dreams, i can't believe
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in spite of my dreams, you are not real,
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my god is dead, beliefs have been
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ripped from my chest
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hate me, hate you,
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my mind is set, you are not real
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i must forget, i have been deceived,
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lie to me, make me believe, i can not see,
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past these false hopes and all these fallacies
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no longer, a threat of mine
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it's all what the mind perceives
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What The Mind Perceives
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| Beyond The Flesh |