That night there was no solution
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And even now looking from so far away
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I still can see no real solution
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Like we're still living on that day
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For me no day defined before and after
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Like that one did so decisively
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And every new day instead of healing
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Makes me look back more painfully
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On my night alone
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I threw my life down the toilet
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I tore my medals off my chest
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I swore that this would be death
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On my night alone
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Did my tongue wag too much before?
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Could a few words have sealed our fate?
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No forgiveness allowed or forgiveness given
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I said no to love and yes to hate
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Some attempted praises I subtly botched
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Outstretched hands did I ignore
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Wrapped in a self-made coccoon of sorrows
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Thinking of all that went on before
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On my night alone
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I threw my life down the toilet
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I tore my medals off my chest
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I swore that this would be death
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On my night alone
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Satan stood by my side
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Took me for a hellish ride
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I lit candles to my pride
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That day stayed with me for months
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Guided my every word and move
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Laughed inside at all the wreckage
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And I knew that we were doomed
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With washed hands I watched
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The events that sealed our fate
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Til I saw what I'd really done
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And then it was too late
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On my night alone
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I threw my life down the toilet
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I tore my medals off my chest
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I swore that this would be death
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On my night alone
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Satan stood by my side
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Took me for a hellish ride
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I lit candles to my pride
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My Night Alone
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| Frank's Enemy |