All my entire life, all I do is just thinking a lot, and I can't understand...
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I tried to escape from myself and my thoughts from vision's whispering
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words: "There is no way back"
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My Lord Tell me what have I done wrong,
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That you hid away from me My Sun?
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For all this time I feel the same pain,
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So how can I release myself from thoughts that darken my life?
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"I am an angel, sent by the Devil
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To make you feel pain what Jesus felt by the candlelight
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When he cried alone in devilish abyss, lamented his freedom
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So he was punished for his cross that he put on mankind"
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What have I do to return peace on Earth?
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"You have nothing to do, just suffer like Christ"
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So why do these thoughts attend my mind?
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"I can't tell you right now, all I can - it's just burning your mind"
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Feel dislike to my God
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"Can you feel? You burn under black sun!"
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"Burn alone under black sun!"
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"Night! It comes to you when you sleep in sane, fever burning your mind
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Visions from the past take your soul to place where Hope and Love die
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Her breath through my breath over lips of yours makes Her Lust to come true"
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Darkful-Her Delight, you drown in the night, choking, bleeding your soul
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cries for you
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Born alone under black sun
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"Fall from Grace to be no-one!"
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[December 1999]
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Under The Black Sun
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| Celestial Crown |