I'm bleeding this time for no reason at all.
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I just miss the feeling of losing it all
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SO USED TO IT
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(I am the cave of life and death and the blood
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that makes the clock tick I didn't ask for it)
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felt so hollow had to dry up and out my skin to hold my insides in.
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I'm SO UNCOMFORTABLE but the skin holds the decay in.
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scraping the pins along the skin, release the decay within.
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(I am the cave of life and death
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and the blood that makes the clock tick I didn't ask for it)
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DISEASE... your flesh dancing to the drum of rot. (rhythm of disintegration)
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one battle, two with death. came and pulled me out by the breath.
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(doesn't make the pain of living go away. don't want to face the world today)
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DISEASE... used to fight with death several times a night,
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facing that brick wall choking for my life.
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we got to be good friends, death and I.
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I'd never give in and he'd never lie... scratch till I pop up a vein,
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feel the hollow walls sucking air that'll never get anywhere.
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(when this chemical lung gives out I'll be living at my body's mercy.
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until then, I'm living at someone else's mercy)
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Kingdom's End
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