[Chorus 2X: DMC]
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The wife, the kids, the things, I did
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I'm lookin at my life and how I lived
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Is it negative, is it positive
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Only God knows what it really is
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[DMC]
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My wife's mad at me cause I'm drinkin again
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Comin home with my breath stinkin again
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Got me goin down the drain, got me sinkin again
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All the alcohol got me thinkin again
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If I take my own life that's suicide
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I think about the nights I laid down and cried
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I think about the brothers who already died
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And I took so many drugs now my brain is fried
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When I walk through the streets God is my guide
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I always try to run but I just can't hide
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Won't talk to the preacher cause the preacher lied
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I asked for salvation and I was denied
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Listen up everybody this is Darryl's song
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I'm tryin to figure out what's right and wrong
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I'm lookin at the world and do I belong
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And like Marvin Gaye said, "What's Going On?"
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[Chorus]
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[DMC]
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When I'm alone in my room starin at the wall
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I hear all the ghosts walkin in the hall
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Voices in the head keep talkin to me
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What's fantasy, what's reality
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They say go in the kitchen, and grab the knife
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Kill the kids, kill the wife
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Turn it on yourself and take your own life
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And I know, I know, I know that ain't right
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But let me tell you somethin it gets deeper than that
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I'm lookin for where the Grim Reaper is at
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I knocked on his door he said come on in
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And by the way you shoulda brought a friend
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I said no, it's me, myself and I
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And not too many people want to die
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I'm sittin in my living room talkin to Death
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Tryin to figure out, what I got left
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[Chorus - 1/2]
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[Interlude: DMC]
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Aiyyo man, you see that gun over there man
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You need to pick it up and use it on yourself
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Nahh nahh I ain't ain't gon' do that
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Well then, you should take it outside and
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Y'know you got a bullet with everybody's name on it
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Ahh let me think about it man, let me just take a walk ah
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Yo, who dat comin?
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[DMC]
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When I left the Grim Reaper, I ran into Christ
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He said DMC you could walk on ice
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Remember those times that you never fell
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God was holdin you up, man couldn't you tell
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I kept you cock diesel just like LL
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Strong with a "Message" like Melle Mel
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When things was bad, you was doin fine
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You did a good job of not losin your mind
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You even read the bible like a hundred times
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The meaning of life is not hard to find
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Take a look around, look into yourself
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You know where to go when you need help
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And all those times you thought you was alone
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It was you, yourself and that microphone
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So don't give up, keep writin those rhymes
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You're makin a way for a better mankind
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[Chorus]
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[ad lib scratches to end]
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Only God Knows
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