endless voices
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shattered thoughts that cloud my head
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sleepless nights of agony
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wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat
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searching for the words to say
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babble spills out of my mouth
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starring into space
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i didnt hear what you said
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i wish i could explain whats wrong with me
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why cant i think straight
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im lost because i think to much
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about...
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misery of life
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no esteem from proding eyes
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my confidence mistakes
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scarred to sleep or stay awake
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lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye
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i am dumbfucked
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all my pride sucked
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i fight to gain control
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of what the fututre holds
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but im fucking lost
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because i think to much
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about misery
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of life no esteem from proding eyes
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my confidence mistakes
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scarred to sleep or stay awake
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lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye
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i ambumbfucked
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all my pride sucked
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nails dig into my head
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tossing and turning in my bed
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biting my lips
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blood stained mouth
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need something more to calm me down
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will i end up dead
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or can i digest it all this shit im fed
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endured for so long
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i am suprised that ive made it this far
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in my lifetime
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i watch people waste their lives away
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it makes me sick
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to think i could end up like them
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but i wont
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Self Defeating Prophecy
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| Dystopia |