You know what?
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I never put my business in the street, nigga
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But right now, I'm fuckin' pissed off about all these rumors
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And all them motherfucking things that people saying
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Ya heard me?
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Y'all don't know shit about what happened between me and No Limit
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Let me tell you something
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P raised me as a youngster, ya heard?
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All the way up to a man
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And that's something that nobody can take from me
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He put battle decisions in me and I made my decision, ya heard?
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Now I'm out there trying to do what I gotta do
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My stripes is mine
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Can't nobody take them from me
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I ain't no beef, ya heard?
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I'd be lying if I say No Limit, I don't miss 'em
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Can't you tell, I'm doing this song in tears, tryin' not to forget 'em
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See ya at my final breathing, my final thoughts
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I know my Tank days have crossed my mind and look here, smile in my heart
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I smoke weed more now just to ease away the pain
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I drink more at night wishing things were simply, just the same
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It ain't been a night when I look at my tattoos and wonder if I'm more
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If being a winner in this rap game will make you lose a friend, then I'm a take it off
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For real homie, I miss all the good times
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Could you imagine fifty thousand people scream for Mystikal and he a friend of mine
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In time, I make y'all understand what it meant to be with TRU
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But for right now I'm a close my eyes and wish I was still wit' 'chall and you
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Can I, can I, can I take a wife and
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Can I, can I, can I live my life and
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Can I, can I, can I smile today
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Will I ever find a place where all the thugs play
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Will I ever find where all the thugs hide and play
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Picture me doing my thing and making a million dollars
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Picture my cousin Randall ain't here no more, but shit, I'm a holla'
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Cause I know you up above and lookin' down on me
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I know you felt the pain when your cousin had to walk
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And do what he had to do but you was still there for me
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Cause I felt like a soul guided me through my conflicted images and all of my pains
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In this life, I'm standing outside on the concrete in the storming rain
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It's like it's falling down on my head and all I see is black
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I still look at my Tank late at night and say, "damn, I just wanna go back"
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But I guess I gotta ride the road that I done rode
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And take the ride that I done took
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And look back at my life and say "what I am is what you see, so get a good look"
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Cause I won't be here too long, I'm a sing another song
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And I'm a sit back and smoke one for all the homies that's gone, ya heard?
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Can I, can I, can I take a wife and
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Can I, can I, can I live my life and
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Can I, can I, can I smile today
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Will I ever find a place where all the thugs play
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Too many we lost, too many we missed, ay' yo
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Will I ever find where all the thugs hide and play
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Well you know what, I made my battle decision
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You put me out here, it's out here like that
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And I said what I had to say
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But what I want to say back, is like to Silkk
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You my dogg, you my little brother
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You know, it'll always be like that homie, ain't nothing gon' change
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C-Murder, my partner in crime, when you swung I swung
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You had my back, I had your back
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Remember the House of Blues, out of town
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It didn't matter, can't nothin' take that from us
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And C and Boz nigga, you are loyalty
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That's that word written on my arm
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I just put you on my arm, how loyal you can be and will be to anybody
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And to Jimmy, I barely knew you, homie
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But it's all good, the time I knew was all good
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And just keep watching out for that lady for me, that's all
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And Mia, hold your ride, lady
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I know your in pains right now for your losses
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But you was my Momma, and you was always there for me
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Fiend, Mac
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Keep holding your ride, Mac, you gon' be home soon
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And Magic, my dogg
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Mystikal, you know you the best
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You are the best, and your gonna always be the best at this here
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