as the earth has seen the sunlight coming and going (clear and dark)
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i've seen my idols coming. i've seen my idols going
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one more great gain (my happiness)
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one more bitter loss (my sadness)
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my losses were always, unhappily, greater than my gains
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lost in this maze
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so many pathways to be followed
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what's the best solution for a senseless life?
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a terrible thing is a man who dies no accomplishing his goal
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but the worst is one who lives without it
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i hope to get something to fill this void in me
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how can i occupy my mind and relieve my life from suffering and anguish
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loneliness and disgust. martydom and guilty ?
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what a shame. what a human waste .
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don't say that it's lack of own love
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senseless life of perception
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that's the way of living which i've chosen for me
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conjuring the dead and adoring their images
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reality and fantasy confound themselves in my mind
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gods, angels and saints
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they've never told me what to do
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creatures of stone
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they don't move and tell me nothing either
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i would like to materialize all my dreams and adore them
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if there are dreams that are worth a life
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there are lifes that aren't worth a dream
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christ knew that the human race likes to adore the dead
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they were needing a so called god
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thinking of the immortality he died to
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be adored. be contemplated. become an idol
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candles, crosses, statues and the bible
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they haven't got sense for me any more
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i'll break all of those chains
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which have hindered me for all of those years
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will god comprehend me?
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please, tell me
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will my idols comprehend me?
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help me!!
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now, i guess, i'm my own god
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nobody tells me what i shall think and do
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will i be able to walk with my own legs?
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during my existence, i've made nothing for myself
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if they punish me..
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i'm afraid
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if that void grows again
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i'll regret and die
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"how may i help you, if you don't know what you want ?"
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Idolatry
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| Mystifier |
