Can't accept rewards that I've received
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This fear of losing leaves it's scars on me
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I'm sorry I didn't fit in
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I'm sorry that I've got a complex
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I'm sorry but my life is a joke
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I'm sorry I seem to have failed you
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I'm sorry that my life is a mess
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I'm sorry but I don't have the answers
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I'm sorry but I did my best
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I'm sorry I can't take the shame
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I'm sorry but no-one can help me
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Strive for success, success, success....
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The path I tread is one I have to follow
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There's nothing for second, there's nothing for second
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Still make the same mistakes <i>[x4]
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Despondent, this empty shell takes it's last breath
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I feel the pain but I still enjoy it
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One day is in confidence
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The next is in fear
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I think I'll just stay at home
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Because the next I might not see the end of
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What I thought that I loved I find I despise
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It's killing me slowly, infront of my eyes
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Try to win the race, the race, the race....
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[repeat chorus]
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The future is not all it's cracked to be
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I just apologise for fucking things up again <i>[repeat]
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Start, fight, defeat, again (oh no not again, not again)
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Competitive to the last, still walk away with nothing, nothing....
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Still make the same mistakes <i>[x4]
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I wasn't good enough <i>[repeat]
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And I apologize for fuck all
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Nothing For Second
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| Medulla Nocte |