I've been finding reasons
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To tell myself that I'm not really here or there much
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I've been making scrapbooks
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Of all the places I would like to go when I'm home
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And I've got ways to disappear
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And now I can't find my way out of here
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Am I really here?
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I don't know where I've been lately
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All I see is myself fading
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I don't know who I've been lately
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All I see is this place fading
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I've been playing dress up
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Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate
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I've been wearing glasses
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To let myself see the blurry mess, that I've yet to relate with
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And I've got ways to disappear
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And now I can't find my way out of here
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Am I really here?
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I don't know where I've been lately
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All I see is myself fading
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I don't know who I've been lately
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All I see is this place fading
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I just need to watch some TV
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To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be
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I didn't use breadcrumbs and now I'm stuck in this place
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I left my compass at home and now I can't find my way
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I just didn't, I just need, and now I can't find my way
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I don't know where I've been lately
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Everything has changed vaguely
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I don't know who I've been lately
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All I see is this place fading
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I don't know where I've been lately
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All I see is myself fading
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Fading Lately
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| Katie Costello |
