[deuce - intro/chorus x2]
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Cause I don't wanna be like this
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I've been running these streets
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for too long now
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I've got nothing that's true
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but this song now
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but the further I go
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I wanna go home
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[J3T]
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I fuckin' swear that I care
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but its hard when you stare
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into the bottom of a bottle
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that is empty and bare
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all my desolate soul
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in my desolate home
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it's my desolate role
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yeah I'm here all alone
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I can't think of a reason
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to get the fuck out of bed
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curtains closed, lights are off
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Am I alive or dead?
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I haven't shaved in a week
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I always slur when I speak
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tolerance at its peak
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another fit just to sleep
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oh woe is me woe is me
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I guess I need love
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hoes ya see hoes ya see
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I'm just in a rut
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and I swear I'm trying baby please
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Baby don't leave
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god-damn I'm a fuck-up
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But I guess that's just me
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so I sit in my room
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and I'll cry in my bed
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thinkin about all the shit
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that made me wrong in my head
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I keep trying to climb
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but it seems so steep
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pour myself a fuckin' whisky
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and go back to sleep.... bitch
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[chorus x2]
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I watch my momma cry
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she says 'baby why?'
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I say 'baby died,
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baby's gone like a suicide'
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I don't think you'll see him soon, mom
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stay out my room, mom
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tell daddy that I hate
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that mother fucker like you, mom
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I sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan
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these beers keep getting warmer
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every time that I hold her
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I pour this out for you
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like a partner in crime
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it's part of the times
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when you're sick in the mind
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yeah I'm sick, oh so sick
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I'm so sick of this shit
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Yeah I'm lit, oh so lit
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I'm so fucked up off it
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so I stumble around
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til I stumble fall down
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to this puddle of my tears
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laying here on the ground
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when you've got nothing left
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you've got nothing left to lose
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with my last left single breath
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I'll still be singing to you
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so when you bury me man
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you better bury me deep
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and sing along to this song
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because you're broken like me.
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[chorus x2]
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[bridge - Deuce x2]
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And I wanna go back to the start
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back where we started from
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and I know it's been so long
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I was wrong, I was wrong
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I was wrong all along
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[chorus]
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The Diary
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| Hollywood Undead |
