It's been awhile since I spoke like a human
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Haven't seen you in over half of a decade and haven't talked since I moved
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In the home town harmony's telling me you've been bad
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Grieving over the fact that you're losing your baby's dad
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But it's not just that, you're farther into the crack
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Heard you're walking a track and marching into the trash
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Fuck praying, 'cause I've been silent for years
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I'm sick of trying to be a man about it; Hiding my tears
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And fuck the judgment, I've got a messed up past
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But when asked or confronted, I'm a shut down fast
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And the truth is, girl I cry when I think of you
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And write a million songs that I'm a never get to sing with you
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Talk about the places I'm a never get to bring you to
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Show you what it's like to build a life and learn a thing or two
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What hurts me is that I love you, 'cause you're my older sister
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The only girl that I can rock with
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Mum shut's down when I ask and dad's so sad
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That I don't know if he's ever gonna get past it
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And really, I'm finding it hard for me to manage
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Any close relationships without the fear of vanishing
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All of this has been hard, I ain't denying it
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I'm writing down this song as a product of my environment
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So listen, they say that family is everything
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It's more than just a house, two dogs and a wedding ring
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It's blossoming life and standing up to anything
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Trying to take the people that you love to what it's meant to be
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Yeah, so then where'd you go?
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Prisoner in your body quarantined from your soul
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And I know those drugs got you out in the cold
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Got you spitting in the mouth of those showing you hope
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So if you'd ever come through to your senses
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I'll be right here, waiting for Rebecca.
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Rebecca
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| Grieves |
