Pain is self-inflicted, cause is not
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I long for my time, long before its due
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tired of resting in despair
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Judge me for who I am
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relieve me for what I am
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Remember me for what I was
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Forgive me for what I became
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Where shadows speak of memories
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I stand alone in my dark and lonely world
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surrounded by this cold embrace of temptation
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White bewinged angel of light
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tempts me to change my life
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come, come to me, she whispers
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longing eyes, she stares through my soul and mind
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wants me to become one of the light
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ah, serpent of lust and lie, where will my path go?
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Should I be tempted by the light or should I remain in darkness
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all alone, all alone.....
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Why all this sorrow, why all this confusion?
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I was one of thee, why am I left behind?
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Hate - fills my mind
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Sorrow - breeds my life
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But of those I choose, no one is sent out from you
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My way will be long, my road will be unknown
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path to eternity, eternity lasts forever
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light of day, day of darkness
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I will never be trustfull again....
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I am not for you, I am not for those
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not for light, not for life
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Farewell to sunlit world
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on the dark side we will meet
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we will meet again after life...
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Time passes slowly
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I fade away, life drained
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what used to be, what could have been now
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I feel no pleasure, only pain
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I feed upon my fear of life
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trapped in agony and despair
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Anguish of the night
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I will meet you again
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on the other side...
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My Dying Reflections Of Life And Death
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| Green Carnation |
