It keeps me up at night.
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I'm not certain I was right.
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I'm consumed by what might have been
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Again and again and again.
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And now the sky is turning black.
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Now the sirens are calling.
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This neighborhood was mine once
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But now it's strange and foreign.
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My body's drenched and my fists are clenched
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As I stare into the night.
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And this street, the silent type,
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It hasn't had much of a life.
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And watches people come and go
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and knows they're interchangeable.
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The derelicts and debutants with so much in common,
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The pedophiles and the parents who are all too human,
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The churches on the corners where they beg forgiveness now.
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And Jesus comes to me in my dreams.
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He tells me that I still have a home.
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He keeps talking about a place I can go.
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Well, always loved, always forgiven, but I know
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I won't ever be there.
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I know I won't ever be there.
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I know..
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The derelicts and debutants with so much in common,
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The pedophiles and the parents who are all too human,
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The churches on the corners where they beg forgiveness now.
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And Jesus comes to me in my dreams.
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He tells me that I still have a home.
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He keeps talking about a place I can go.
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Well, always loved, always forgiven, but I know
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I won't ever be there.
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No, I won't ever be there.
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No, I won't ever be there.
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I know...
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I Won't Ever Be There
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| John Nolan |