I¡¯m alone and this is how I feel
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I hide my truths up there behind the shield
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I never knew how much it hurt now my heart is steel
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You tried to say I lied but this is true my pain is real
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I¡¯m all alone cause all alone is where my heart is at
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I¡¯m not depressed you¡¯re the one that started it
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I¡¯m just a child living life the only way I see it
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You made me cry these words are lies and I just wont believe it
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You people try to make me act like I was someone else
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I¡¯m up alone I wont conform and ill just be myself
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I¡¯m blaming you cause it was you that was behind the wheel
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I cannot cope I'm losing hope so tell me how to deal
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Look It I¡¯m your father so why bother you¡¯re my only son
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You know I love you think about you when my day is done
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I know your mad ant me were family and that wont change
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I miss your mother man I love her and I feel your pain
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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I know you blame me for the drinking and your mothers death
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Its time to swallow and I follow in your father¡¯s steps
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I make mistakes this world breaks and that¡¯s a way of life
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You win or lose but either way you got to pay the price
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I cant sit back I cant relax and just let you destroy
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I know you need me son you¡¯ll always be my baby boy
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Cause its not right to fight with anybody that you need
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And I¡¯m not yelling I¡¯m just telling you to try and speak
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Well I¡¯m not speaking cause I¡¯m leaving all of it aside
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See I¡¯m not loved I¡¯m too pissed off because my mother died
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You do not walk with me or talk to me you haven¡¯t changed
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I¡¯m blaming you cause you¡¯re the only one to blame
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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Late at night I talk to mommy cause I know she¡¯s watching over me
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She¡¯s hopefully protecting me I¡¯m in her heart eternally
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You should be a man and see that daddy¡¯s not the enemy
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I¡¯ve tried to show you that your mother lives through out our memories
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I¡¯m living not forgiven cause that¡¯s the way I have to be
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Ill try to not deny and live throughout this happily
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Listen daddy¡¯s sorry and I¡¯m hoping we can talk it through
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Likely There cause I don¡¯t care cause daddy I¡¯m still mad at you
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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When I¡¯m alone I let it go and throw my hands up
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I fell I¡¯m losing its confusing but I wont give up
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I cant look back I¡¯m feeling trapped inside this crisis
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I don¡¯t really want the world to see me like this
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I Don't Want The World To See Me
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| Project Wyze |
