[Verse 1:]
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I kick flows, rips shows, think it switched though. Shit no, it aint any different when I get home.
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I shift po to get dough, lust P's.
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If you aint ever been broke? For you to judge me's an insult.
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It's my life an' I'm living it, agreed we all have choices but mine limited mostly by my decisions.
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If I new then what I new now, I'd a lived life different, I'd be a different me, but I didn't so this is me.
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Me, in my position what would you have done? Would you of done what I did? Am I what you would of become?
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My guess, my guess is you would of succumb like I did.
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The decision was mine, but I was too young an' I picked the wrong path, I went the wrong way.
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Left school then got the grade, banged it out, got my pape's.
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Stacked my p's copped a cake, I'm holding weight now, made a brick of a ounce an' aint been in the jail house.
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I intend on staying free, free for me don't mean free from stress.
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Lay in bed but I aint asleep, from I need rest I just blaze the trees.
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Drift off hearing my Nan say to me...
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[Chorus:]
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Goodnight God bless I'll see you in the morning. Goodnight God bless I'll see you in the morning.
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[Verse 2:]
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I'm a dreamer but can only dream as long as I'm asleep,. I've been having trouble sleeping.
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See Nanny Edie aint here to say goodnight no more, I had to say goodbye to her, inside is where resides the hurt.
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Now all I feel is pain, after that nothingness. After that? Nothing since, after that there's nothing left.
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Some of her last words were, I cant fight forever. Like she wanted to give up an' of life she was fed up.
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She had to go, but I wanted her to stay, 'cause ever since she left things haven't been the same.
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I need a new shelter from the rain, my face looking weathered, a facety looking bredder I'm fed up.
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I know not what to do, see I'd love to say that I don't give a fuck but I do.
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The gift an' curse that I'm blessed with, the pressures on road aint nothing to the emotions that I wrestle with.
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Stress got me in a figure four, raw is what I'm thinking, I wonder what I'm living for?
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Is it only to hurt? First my Great Nan, now I gotta put my dad in the dirt.
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Back in the earth, I wished we could have patched it up first, I was so angry though I just couldn't handle the hurt.
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Now your in the back of a hurse. It hurts more than it ever did.
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Sometimes I wish that I had never lived. Feels as if it would be better if if never did, live.
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I don't know how I'm ever gonna get through this, shit.
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I swear down blud I'm running on empty, My life aint nothing to be envied.
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So Goodnight...
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Goodnight
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| Professor Green |
