You said you didn't love me (a lie)
|
You said you didn't care (my lie)
|
I've spent an eternity destroying this (to myself)
|
As if you weren't there (til I die)
|
|
I've lost this taste of inner rage
|
A question overlooked from this day-to-day
|
Now this time is running low, had to give it away
|
Lost this sight, bring it back to life
|
Another wasted second to burn myself inside
|
Feel all rebuilding to make you repeat it all
|
|
One more dose, another sip
|
A few pills at the most
|
Breaking this silence
|
Of this secure nature
|
Not enough rest
|
|
Wondering as you sit and question what went wrong
|
Never once offered sanctuary to a truthful cause
|
Stop repeating a fault; an apology will end for now
|
Slipping into this un-animated world of dizziness
|
An empty representation of thought, mistreated wisdom
|
Twisted lips speak in vain, for a purpose put to shame
|
A double-edged purpose slaying everyone but yourself
|
Time is of the essence...patience a blur
|
|
A swarm of thoughts, can't catch a one
|
Left empty-minded
|
Sitting in these eyes of guilt, outraged
|
This barrier for what remains
|
Take the disadvantage, a fraction of this life
|
Kept close with loss of most
|
These lips of misfortune, kissed one to many times
|
Taste the truth...the pain
|
I've had to gain
|
|
Planning daily...getting nothing done
|
Open the hands of a mind-clasped identity
|
Taste the bitter blood on these lips
|
Taste the betrayal of your unfaithful kiss
|
|
A hindered growth with a grasping head spin
|
It will leave one bottled up with a fifth of sin
|
To live inside these walls till the day I die
|
Totally confined to love held close inside
|
|
Damned to tradition
|
Flawless untold superstition
|
Trying to find salvation
|
An escape from evolution
|
|
Words on top of words
|
Towering fortress of this inaction
|
|
These cycles of distrust
|
This disease that breeds disgust
|
Another for old times sake
|
Fell behind in the pack
|
|
No chances, no patience
|
Obedience in a mental fraction
|
|
An example of excuse
|
The virgin behind logic
|
Intimidate this full restraint
|
Sink into a lurid thought
|
|
God is dead, love is dead
|
Dark thoughts of this un-compassion
|
|
-----------------
|
Later Days
|
| Soilent Green |
