Avoid the mirror lest I break it.
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With the stone that serves as my heart.
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Accept this pretty package named friend.
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Except this it entails love.
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Not so attractive anymore.
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Accept this pretty package named friend.
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Except that it entails love.
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It? never as pretty as it seems and now it never was at all.
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No it never was.
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All I asked was to be important.
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All I wanted was someone to trust
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In my eternal scheme, your act of friendship means nothing.
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Friendships are weak and nothing is dear to me
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Acquaintance stole my confidence.
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My humor.
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My compassion.
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My solace.
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Left me with myself and laughed as it walked away
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I refuse to be your tolerance, I will not be your embarrassment.
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I'm not so attractive any more.
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Take this burden away.
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I can only stand in front of a broken mirror for so long
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Staring at the reflection of failed attempts at love and a black heart.
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My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now is black as death.
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Trudging forward, broken, devoid of love
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I am nothing more than scars.
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Outside The Boundaries Of A Friend
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| Shai Hulud |