This ugly motherfucker in the mirror (this fuckin mirror)
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Punch a hole through this mirror (what am I supposed to do?)
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This faggot in the mirror (can't deal with this breathin shit)
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I hate this breathin shit (life is fucked up)
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Yo yo yo
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I can't believe the way I'm feelin
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I wake up still poor plus the pain that exists ain't never healin
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(Day by day) day by day goes by time is wasted
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My situation make me want to take a permanent vacation
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I'd die for my pride plus I'm tired
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I got no more respect left for the people in the past that I admired
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(I'm not shit) I'm not shit (I'm not shit)
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I won't be shit (I won't be shit)
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I eat shit; I cut my veins and then I bleed shit
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Plus kid, no man can be trusted
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I lusted for the spare custard
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I see the mirror close, fist got busted
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I get no bitches cause I'm broke
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The last bitch I had fucked my crew and tried to play me like a joke
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It's gettin closer to my big hour
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I bought my first gun, a sig sauer
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Y'all know it's the only way to get power
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But I ain't shit
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Even with this gat I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
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Ten years down the line the same shit (I ain't shit)
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I blame myself but at the same time blame society
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If yo ass don't know me then yo ass shouldn't be tryin me
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Put the sig in my pants and grabbed the switchblade
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that I got from my man the Harley Davidson rider
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Better known as One-Eyed-Jake the Suffolk County biker
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(I can't deal with this shit no more yo, oh man)
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I start to feel the shit
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I see this clique they think they ill as shit
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But they won't think they ill when I start killin shit
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Hey na na na now (x4)
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Now let's get back to business
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Witness the finish, shit is menace
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being broke make motherfuckers turn to sinners
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I go to Smithaven Mall to see if anybody wants some
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Anybody want some? But this is gonna cost em
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I walk in the sneaker store
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My ass is about to get raw
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Look at my watch it's a quarter past four
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My mind's blank, flippin, shittin
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This the dead zone
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I see this spanish kid listenin to reggae on his headphones
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I grabbed him, snatched him backwards
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Smacked him, he tried to react is when I was tempted to put a cap in him
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But I didn't, I figured it was best if he was livin
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Pulled the sig out everyone inside the store started shittin
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I made everybody in the spot get down on they fours
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I made a 300 pound woman strip down to her drawers
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It was sickenin, I couldn't believe what I was doin
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My life is ruined at the age of 22
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And it's for real, tryin to find the spot the safe is
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Cannot escape this, I'm scared to be in jail with all the rapists
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I tried to rule the world but I blew it
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I gave the fat naked bitch the gun to kill me, she wouldn't do it
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So I took the gun back and beat her down
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I gotta find a place to creep now (I gotta be out)
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Yo, yo
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This where my shit stops
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I turned around, surrounded by six cops
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Put the clip in my sig got six shots
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They made my skull almost cave in for misbehavin
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It's cause I chickened out and threw the gun down and gave in
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I had no respect on the outside
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But now I got less respect on the inside (inside)
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I tried to rule the world but I blew it
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Wishin I was dead but I still don't got the guts to do it
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Hey na na na now (x4)
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Smithaven Mall
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| R.A. The Rugged Man |
