my quest is simple
|
a desire i¢¥m trying to feed
|
ever since aware of myself
|
consciousness - just being there to bleed
|
eyesore for others - since the day i was born
|
i feel the guilt for being me
|
i feel the shame for being bron
|
i feel the engine
|
|
i¢¥ve already begun to feel dead
|
if notfor the people that surround
|
i would drift away or fall apart
|
dissolve my being without a sound
|
the engine...the core..the focus of my world
|
occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard
|
|
i know nobody
|
i¢¥m known by none
|
non being
|
nothing to anyone
|
i have no passions
|
i have no friends
|
i need the engine
|
..to repent
|
...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!!
|
...to...repent...
|
...to...repent...
|
i¢¥m only me
|
the body
|
the engine!!!
|
|
tear down the body
|
dismantle my inner structure
|
destroy the shell that contains my soul
|
|
...my soul...
|
become the engine
|
|
-----------------
|
Engine
|
| Ryker's |
