It hurts sometimes to think about
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how far away this is from what you'd hoped for.
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The way things were supposed to stay.
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And though you learned a lesson and you took it with grace,
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I wish I could stop the cold hand of reality from hitting you in the face.
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But there is no sparkling clean solution.
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And shit isn't just gonna get resolved in a half an hour,
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with special guest stars and pearls of wisdom.
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So let's not kid ourselves here.
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You and I were swindled by an image that was so tantalizing
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and real that I could almost taste it.
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But now the stench of failure is worse than anything.
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It permeates everything I do.
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And I'm starting to realize that I'd rather have nothing than have a lie,
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and sitting waiting for a life that's already passed me by.
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Song For Katy
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| The Suicide File |
