the meaning my my life is all but gone
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i have been betrayed by my own
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a rollercoaser ride of emotions
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pounding through the chambers of my heart
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exploiting me like an open book
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as i speak i can feel a tormenting pain within myself
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creating an un-nerving disorder
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controlling me body and soul until i am none
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i fear the end
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growing stronger every second increasing every day
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there's no way of knowing how much more i can take
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will there be a solution to this pain that i feel
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wake up mother fucker cause you know the deal
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wake up mother fucker cause you know the deal bitch
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visions of anger
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emanate from my mind
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thoughts of the past are making me blind
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there's a light that burns right before my eyes
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i'll never know if all of thise lies
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will come back to haunt me in the end
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here i thought that you were a friend
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someone special within my heart
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you've taken my soul you've torn it apart
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i can't seem to resist the power you possess over me
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its ripping and digging draining me of my sanity
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feel for me i'm in pain
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open your eyes stand tall be a believer within your self
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open your eyes stand tall you've gotta see the light
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open your eyes stand tall you can do this on your own
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open your eyes open your eyes to this
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times of need you weren't there for me
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fallen to the edge of my sanity
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a train ride headed to no destination
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living a life filled with procrastination
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time ran out the end had to come
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regrettably so it had to be done
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living for you was all that i had
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scars on my brain i'll never be the same again
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depression breaks through like a juggernaut
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take a look inside and watch me rot
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a lifeless shell that's about to break
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just wanna see how much i can take
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how much i can take
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how much i can take
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Pain
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| Sworn Enemy |
