I tried to throw it away,
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I tried to burn it like a photograph
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But when I close my eyes, I see it in my mind
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Like it's happening
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I got so good at the game,
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No one could tell that I was faking sane (faking sane)
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I guess I still survived, but this grudge was mine
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I couldn't bear to watch it shine
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Did it clear your conscience?
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Did it clear your mind?
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If you don't feel what you cheated, lied and steal
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Is that still dishonesty?
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(For every positive, there is a negative)
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I used up my honesty
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I'll tell you honestly
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I could only give you so much
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And from what you said to me
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Now you're dead to me,
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You're dead to me
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I'm sleeping miles away,
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I'm hiding out in this shrine I made
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And if it keeps me safe
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Well I'd fall from grace
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Then I'll take this space
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My skinny fingers are bare
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I'm taking everything off my back (off my back)
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If our skins the sin I'm desiring
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This is where we'll both begin
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Did it clear your conscience?
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Did it clear your mind?
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If you still feel what you cheated, lied and steal
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Is that still integrity?
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I used up my honesty
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I'll tell you honestly
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I could only give you so much
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And from what you said to me
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Now you're dead to me
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'Cause you've used me as your crutch
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Is everywhere that I've seen
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Everywhere that I've been?
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I can't help it, it's become a part of me
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I used up my honesty
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Now you're dead to me
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You're dead to me
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You lost your dignity
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And my conformity
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Made me throw this fight
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One moment of losing yourself
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Put me through hell
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And cost me my whole life
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Second chances are weapons
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A loaded gun underneath the bed
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Second chances are weapons
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It's turned on you in the end
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I used up my honesty
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I'll tell you honestly
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I could only give you so much
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And from what you said to me
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Now you're dead to me
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'Cause you've used me as your crutch
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It's spinning me like the wind
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Every decision I'm in
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Choose my direction like I'm drowning in your sin
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I used up my honesty
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Now you're dead to me
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You're dead to me
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(This was my second chance,
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This was my second chance)
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This was my second chance
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To make it right again
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This was my second chance
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To take a stand
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This was my second chance
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To never look back
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This was my second chance
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To live again
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With Second Chances
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| Silverstein |