That night I hung up the phone. Tears were rolling down my eyes.
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All I had was the comfort of my best friends. The next day left alone.
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I watched the Lions game. Anything to get my mind off of you.
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I didn't care who won; I already lost.
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Remembering those words that I deserved better than you.
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I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for?
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A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door.
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Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter.
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I wanted to throw it up and send it to you
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Just to give you a reminder of how it feels
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To destroy someone's holiday.
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I went to turn on the TV. Home Alone was on, how fitting.
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I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why. Still left wondering why.
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Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died.
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Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores.
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I just wanted to rip out my eyes.
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Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you.
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Hoping to never see it again.
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It still pops up sometimes.
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And a tear still rolls down my eyes.
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Winter never felt so cold.
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My Cold November
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| 5 Days Ahead |
