I'm probably on my last leg writing this
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I gotta call in on my life, I feel I'm fighting it
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But everything is beautiful and nothing hurts
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Tryna keep it real as usual when nothing works
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Fake, fake, fake, man, they all fake
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Hate, hate, hate, man, they all hate
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Or at least that's how I feel
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Can your heart conceal what the mind of love reveals?
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It's crazy how this life can keep the feelings pumping
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My lil' cousin out here creeping, I wish she wasn't
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I just wanna take 'em on the road
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Show him something better, he gotta learn it on his own
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I wanna do more than just rap it to him
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My eyes get watered thinking that something might happen to him
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What motivates the mind is intriguing
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It don't mean nothing if the people don't receive it
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Believe it, I never really planned to
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Strangers treat me better than my friends do
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Fake, fake, fake, man, they all fake
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Hate, hate, hate, man, they all hate
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Or at least that's how I feel
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Can always keep it going but can never keep it real
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One life, one chance, I read between the lines, just tryna understand
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Got me tripping on the murder rate
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Thank God my homie beat the murder case
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I take trips around the globe praying for the day that my moms can finally go
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As a kid, I never smiled, funny how the pain can affect you as a child
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My pops, he apologized, my moms keep it real, she ain't never lied
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Gotta guard my heart closely, I really believe that'chose me
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I ain't mad if she chose some other, either
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They say everything happens for a reason
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I say God has a plan, I'm just tryng to understand
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No mercy, I'm fighting for my life
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First cut's the deepest, I feel I'm writing with a knife
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By any means necessary, enemies if necessary
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Any means necessary
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To Whom it May Concern
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| Jabee |
