Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
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"Get out of bed" she said
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So self destructive
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Up in smoke, all came to nothing
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Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
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I wish you'd see my point of view
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You're so uptight, loosen your screws
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Try to find the words that you expect me to say
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I know I let you down again
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I get it
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I see that look in your eye
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I just hoped you could see
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Swear to God that I tried
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I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
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And I'm sorry
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Heard you call
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Did you want me?
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I had it all but inside I was drowning
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Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
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I can't live up to all your standards
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Can we learn to disagree?
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Building back the trust you lost in me again
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You're so upset and stressed
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So disappointed
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Dig up the past
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Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
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I know I fuck up every time
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I fall apart, you fall in line
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I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
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I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
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A desperate longing from trust
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I get so close but I crush it again
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My integrity's spent
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I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
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When you're gone, I'll be broken
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Let it out
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Cut me open
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Bury my head in my hands
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How will I ever redeem myself?
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Pressure weighing down on me
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I can't live up to all your standards
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Can we learn to disagree?
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Pressure weighing down on me
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When I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of me
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Stare at the wall 'til my eyes fall out my head
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"Get out of bed" she said
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So self destructive
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Up in smoke, all came to nothing
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Up In Smoke
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| Neck Deep |
