Terror
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This is what you call me...
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I strike terror among men.
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I can't be bothered by what they think.
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I bare my cross,
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My soul,
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Myself.
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I forgive,
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but i never forget.
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I've been put upon this earth in female form.
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But I can handle myself with the best of you,
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As well as the worst.
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And I often have.
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I have the right to remain silent,
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But i choose to speak,
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Sing,
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Scream
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I am lips,
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Hips,
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Tits
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I am the power of a woman,
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Strong like music,
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True like friendship,
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But without my friends,
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There would be no music.
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Only spoken word.
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Fucker! x2
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I am able to change,
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So I live without regret,
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Without remorse,
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Only a remix.
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I am drunk,
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I am sober.
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Heaven doesn't want me
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And Hell's afraid i'll take over
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Don't bother trying to censor me,
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Or shut me up,
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Because it won't work.
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I am cold and distant,
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Yet warm and close,
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To those who deserve to see that side of me.
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Part of me the heart of me.
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You find me so hard to understand in your world.
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The world you perceive to be so normal.
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I am deformed,
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Scorned ,
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Reborn.
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I am me,
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And i know exactly who i am,
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What i am
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And the wrath i bring.
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The ugly beauty,
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The lying truth,
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The virgin whore
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The quiet storm
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A lover,
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A fighter,
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A saint,
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A sinner,
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A sister,
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A daughter
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Old school.
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A beginner.
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I have decorated myself with love,
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Hate,
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Truth,
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You.
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All of you,
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Both of you,
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None of you,
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More than one of you
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Fucker! x2
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With lips like sugar.
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Eyes like meat.
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I've watched men come,
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And go,
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And cheat.
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I sleep to dream
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And dream of sleep.
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I had a dream joe
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That you were standing in the middle of an open grove.
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I had a dream joe
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That your hands were raised up to the sky
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And your mouth was covered in foam.
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I've been crucified,
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Justified,
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And mortified by my behavior.
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Both feminine,
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And masculine.
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I am a contradiction,
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And juxtaposition.
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My relief is my release,
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And only time will tell.
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All's well that ends well
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I am unsweetened,
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Unclean,
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Been called drama queen.
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Ex girlfriend,
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Ex member,
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The tantrum,
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The temper.
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I point my finger,
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Take the blame.
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And this time I will own the name.
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Because no one is going to ruin me.
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If i have to,
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I will ruin myself.
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And it will be 'My Ruin'(My Ruin)
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fucker! x5
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Terror
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| My Ruin |