dishonest
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you came with your first kiss
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blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence
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something was suffocating me and i couldn? breathe
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had no idea that you would ever deceive
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i tried to believe all the things that you taught me
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christlike images of truth
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they straight got me
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now watch me drown in sadness
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my lungs gasp for air as i let you stab this heart
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and rip apart wounds that exist
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deeper and darker than any words i could spit
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all is shit
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and it will never be well
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because the fires that burn are my never ending hell
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is this what you call god?
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your faith is lost
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is this what you call god?
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get off your cross
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get off
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bridges connect for necessity
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lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me
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asked me to trust you and yes i tried to
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constant apologies caused me to lie too
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tried to medicate my hate with your magic
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how could something so sweet end up so tragic
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resurrect me from this abyss
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in death every body function fails to exist
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false commitments
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tongues twisted with religion
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a heart shaped rock of the same size incision
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obsolete
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with no relief or release
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just insomnia filled nights of never ending sleep
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is this what you call god?
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your faith is lost
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is this what you call god?
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get off your cross
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split a piece of wood and i am there
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lift a stone and you will find me
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are you still scared?
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sanctuary
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sanctuary
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sanctuary
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there? no sanctuary
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is this what you call god?
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is this what you call
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god
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is this
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is this
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is this what you call love?
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get off
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get off
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watch me
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get off
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get off
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watch me
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get off
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get off
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now watch me fall
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i swallowed all of your lies
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and they felt good going down
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death be not proud
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Sanctuary
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| My Ruin |