I woke up surprised and disappointed
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to find out I was still me,
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Last night should've killed me.
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Took a shower couldn't scrub it off
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Tried to scream, I could only cough
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I can't trust myself to be my own friend.
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Exhausted by the effort it takes to breathe,
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The Whole world is against me
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That's what I belive,
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don't waste your empathy on me
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[Chorus]
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I'm through puttin one foot in front of the other
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I'm do wanna run for cover
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From the moment I wake up til I'm
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starin at the ceiling trying to sleep
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I wonder if I have a soul to keep.
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Voices in my head will not turn off
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There's a heavy weight on top
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of my chest today,
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I don't want it to go away because,
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the moment I let down my guard,
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life will hit me twice as hard
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My mistake, I thought I could have
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just one day off
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From pushing boulders up steep hills,
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playin in traffic for cheap thrills
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I don't know what to do
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that's why I'm tellin you that
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[Chorus]
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Sometimes there's nothing on my mind
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but everything at one time
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Find me sliding backwards down
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to where I don't want to be found
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Stop with these tests give me some rest
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My heart is beating right out of my chest
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I do believe I have a soul to keep.
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Better Off Dead
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| 30 Foot Fall |
